Tuesday, November 28, 2006

dunno if anyone will get this.. juz felt like typin it...

The angel from my nightmare,
you're already the voice inside my head.
I cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight,
joking on your alibis
like indecision to call you
and my stomach is sick,
but it's all in my head.
Where are you
and i'm so sorry,
it's just the price i pay,
i'm Mr brightside.


some of the lines that keep running through my head..
i decided to string them together to make more sense...
hmm...

anyway i'm renaming everyone now just for kicks..
as in.. new names for everybody...
ask me for the list if u see me online... nice nice names..
real names not trash like "curly" HAHAHA...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 10:37 PM


i HAVE to share this with everyone...
this guy is amazing..
abstract dance is horse vomit compared to this..



enjoy :)

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:39 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

oh good jesus i've turned myself into a mushy bastard...
hell is wrong with me..

hmm.. thinking bout how i felt last nite...
has anyone been so sad so angry so fucked up that ur crying too hard for tears to flow?
i dunno if that's possible.. i think i was crying... YES I CRIED OK?!?!

dammit..

i'm sorry everyone..
i let myself and all those who believe in me down...
i no longer have that immunity to my heart..
my own theory proved wrong by myself...
sorry to everyone who counted on my advice..

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 11:11 PM


hmm...
i'm sure everyone reading my blog has felt sad or depressed b4 rite?
yeh well.. u've got a new addition to the gang of common emotions...

it was beautiful and hurting at the same time..

every minute everyday when i think of u i feel like i did something wrong..
and whenever i look at ur picture(s) my heart beats slow,
my whole body feels warm, with my heart hitting hard against my ribs..
it swells so much that my lungs run outta space, and breathing gets heavy...

and tonight, a simple online msn conversation..
it was beautiful and hurting.. at the same time...
almost just like old times... almost.. at least for a few minutes..
then... i dunno if i wanted to know..
i'm relieved that at least during the time we lost contact, u WERE happy..
but then i din noe if i was supposed to be upset, angry, sad.. i was juz confused..

part of me says ur lying to me.. u can't possibly be busy everyday...
who works everyday right after their o levels end?
but i love u too much to convince myself that ur lying.......

oh god..

i love u.

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 10:59 PM


hello everybody.
i do my links nice nice already.
add some new links, delete some dead links.
aiyah talk so stone no fun hor.

ok lar wadafuk that was lame...
added "HOT&COOL" people section...
coz jasmine tagged bout not being satisfied with the "Others" category..
so yar THERE JASMINE UR UNDER HOT&COOL HAPPY NOW?!?!
needa find more pple ta put in there.. y doesnt miggy boy have a blog...
(haha jasmine!)

until next time my frens.. the monkeydog is fucking sleepy... FUCKING...
and he still hasta do some chores.. dammit kanina wah jin xiang lan jiao pah boh ki...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 1:10 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

so much in so few days..

first off...
the cold war juz got a lil more twisted..
y everyone suddenly got so much attitude?
juz stick together in harmony and let ME be the enemy k!?!
i do a much better job at it..

and now for the fucking happy news:
project 4-sides went damn smoothly..
big shoutout of thanks to all who helped me..
most importantly, bernie for the input, crystal for the acrylic paint, charissa for the restroom identification enlightenment, sherri for convincing me spongebob and co. were still "cool", and my sister for convincing me that ikea is the only place that doesn't rip u off on boxes..


for all my friends who have difficulty communicating in singapore, i found a couple of videos that can truly assist in helping u blend into this society..

this is lesson 1:


and this is lesson 2:


education and the power of knowledge is what made singapore such a unique and strong country.. i hope these videos help all of u realise language of urban singapore.

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:27 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

the cold war

hurt.
i'm giving in.
the boss wins.


missing her more than ever now...
feel kinda alone..
hope i'll hear from u soon...

please.

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 1:02 PM


hello my dear guitars, yes it's been long..
that familiar feeling on my left fingertips...
my lazy pinky which needs to be trained all over again...
accuracy, coordination, rhythm, recognition...
lessons self-taught..
time to relearn with proper guidance...
hey uncle randolf.. where r u now....

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:18 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

"making someone do something they don't wanna do is like serving them a sandwich of shit. they'll eat it, but they ain't gonna like you, OR it after that."

quoted from some random guy on niptuck... makes sense..



i'm sick.
i meant unwell u jackasses...
and constantly tired.. so much so my eyes keep closing all the time..

project 4-sides.. got one day left to complete...
then it's contacting of the burner for delivery..
dammit... i'm outta time.. project 4-sides is fucked..

help.

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:04 AM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

whoa i'm suddenly updatin my blog so much..
wad's wrong wif me man...

anyway i stumbled across this video of these high school kids..
omg they're damn talented..
and and and it's the halo theme song.. halo rocks..
all halo fans go check it out...



cool...

oh and this one's juz for laughs.. halo and non-halo fans will find it funny lar (i think..)



enjoy..

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 5:32 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

AH I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT ALL THE
Splinter Cell games for my Xbox :)

i'm serious man i really want em hahahaha...
extremely belated bdae and upcomin christmas presents pls..

damn.. i needa find new things to do... argh my xbox argh argh argh splinter cell argh!

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 6:24 PM


officially quit NACC today.. told zhihao... this is how the conversation goes:


me: zhi hao.. i'm quittin NACC...

zhihao: oh. ok.

*walks away*

me: ???


haha... at least i have good memories to keep.. dat's sumthin rite?
so far NACC was the best part of my poly life.. thnx guys...
but sorry.. i'm making way for other stuff in my life..
(PLUS gotta pick up that bloody guitar again.. KEN KEEP PLAYING ARH IT'S GOOD)

oh last nite i went for dental... root canal dead tooth problem wadeva it was called...
dentist dug around and knock here knock there and took out my nerve

dr tang: wanna see ur nerve?

*waves it in front of me*

dr tang: it's supposed to be pink and bloody.

me: erm.. it's yellow....

dr tang: uh huh? that's cause of decomposition.. it's been in there for pretty long :)


oh well.. the anaesthesia was so strong!
i couldnt gargle my mouth without spraying water all over the room...

and since i'm allergic to paracetamol and brufen, doc couldnt give me any painkillers..
he told me to "just tahan the pain after the anaesthesia wears off"

it still hurts :)

ok lar curly sleepy.. but curly hungry... tau huey break...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:08 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

i've never put a youtube video on my blog b4..
but this shit is juz way too funny...
brings back darn good memories man..



hahahaha..

oh erm.. since it's hard to tell everyone personally..
i'll post it here...

i'm plannin to quit NACC..
no it's not coz i hate u guys and no it's not coz i hate the sport..

it's juz dat i've got a ton of other commitments.
NACC is taking up every spare hour i have...
we're still frens lar ok?
i'll go down to support ur polo matches :D
and hopefully we'll still meet up...
NACC rocks
u guys rock

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 11:50 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

it has begun.

war is about to wage...
all the troubles and conflict and whatshit managed to find it's way back..
crept back into my life.. ah.. just like old times...

i'm ready for the fuck...
if i'm destined never to experience the better half of school life,
better relationships, basically better socialising,
then fuck u all (:

no seriously fuck u all (:(:



all of u! (:

i tried to fix my mistakes.. i tried to change to make pple happy...
coz i never keep enemies, though i DO lose friends..
every attempt to fix things results in the same old cold shoulders,
grunts, "fuck off" 's, blinks, eye-rolls...

damn pple.. one day i'm gonna lose my mind..
i'm not used to pple hatin me.. but if u do den i dunno lar...
but if i tried to make things right... then fuck u for not letting things mend themselves..



on a much lighter note...
"project 4-sides" is proving to be more difficult to accomplish then ever before..
but this will work.. i'll make this work if it's the last thing i do..
yes it means that much to me... if i can't fix anythin else,
i'll fix our relationship
like old times.. please...

where are u when i need u..
where is she?
things would be so much easier if u were still contactable...
5 months running.. i still don't know what it is that i did wrong..

why?

the phone calls, the smses, smiles, laughter, all the company u gave...
all the warmth u gave...

the warmth.

i seldom admit to my emotions nowadays..
yet alone blog bout em...
but this is how i've felt for so long.. it's killin me...
where did i go wrong? what did i do...

what do i do now...

project 4-sides..

at least i might get to hear from u once more...
just once, that's all i ask for... after that everything will be alright..


u see everyone? i'm not exactly that always oh-so-happy guy...
i just play the part well...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 7:30 PM
Me!
Marcus Alexander
Marciano Arriola
M.A.M.A.
5th July 1989
St Gab's Pri
St Pat's (woooo!!)
Ngee Ann Poly (PHARM)
short
cokaholic
meatitarian
music junkie

Spit!

Not Me.
NACC
Alvin
Addie
Bel
Debbie
Fiona
Jun Han
Ken
Kevin
Nicole

ST PAT'S
(mostly dead blogs)
B.Chai
David
Rancell
Randall

CTK
Angela
Audrey
Charissa
Daryl
Jaz
Kenny
Nart
Pope

MORONIC GENIUSES
Cass
Matilda
Thashi
Vic

RANDOM PEEPS
Jasmine
Rebecca
Sean

Old School...
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(Song removed because it's annoying me when i visit my own blog)

Love Today
by MIKA

Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me.
Love love me.
Love love...

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now,
It's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on?
Is it cause you're just like your mother?
Little tike, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover!

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today,
Love today!
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me,
Love love me,
Love love...

Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on,
Big bust on!
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone!
Momma! Momma Papa!
Shock shock me,
Shock shock me,
Shock shock...

I said
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
I said
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me.
Love love me.
Love love...

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.
Hooker, what a looker,
Walk away!

Carry dresses like a kid for fun.
Licks her lips like they're something other.
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother!

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today,
Love today!
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me,
Love love me,
Love love...

Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on,
Big bust on!
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone!
Momma! Momma Papa!
Shock shock me,
Shock shock me,
Shock shock...

I said
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
I said
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me.
Love love me.
Love love...

Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doo doo! da di da di
Doo doo! da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today.
Anyway you want to,
Anyway you've got to,
Love love me.
Love love me.
Love love...

Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doo doo! da di da di
Doo doo! da di da di
Doom da da di da di
Doom da da di da di