gimme a break lar...

i can't stop thinkin bout all dis shit..
how da hell am i supposed ta study?
i find no kick in learnin now anyway....

and u.. wad did i do wrong?
i already apologised...
but no.. i'll never be good enough..
not even worthy as juz a fren..

sucks....

y?
y all da drama?
y all dis crap...

sickenin....

bitch.. i hate u.. damn u..
but i miss u like crazy...

as my fren.. da person i can turn to..
da one i turn to in all times of need...

so dat leaves me wif nowhere ta turn to..
nowhere.. ur not there anymore...

fuck shit........
fuck...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 4:57 PM

happy bdae singapore!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

sup ya'll.. shit man... never update for hell long.. pple complainin on my tagboard already (*cough*) haha... well. i've been slackin my life away.. and prelims r so close.. o level sux lar.. y? y does it have ta be dis year.. everythin's happenin dis year.. it's da prime of my life and my o levels happen ta cast a shadow over everythin... blockin da brilliance of it all.. hai...

so how has everyone been? i'm missin some of u.. ctk crew dat is.. sch mates i see ya'll too much haha.. u noe it's like too much of a good thing is bad. anyway... i miss.. a particular one of u too.. (shaddup all u pple who r goin "i noe who! i noe who!") heh.. well.. i'll juz drop da chase i guess.. coz.. marcus, it'll never happen... for those of u who're lost u can remain lost..

sickenin lar.. i dunno how i'm gonna get my <10 points L1R5.. it's so.. impossible.. but no! my councillor/advisor (yes u.. imbecile...) will say sumthin like "if u think it's impossible, u've already defeated urself.. y not put wad remainin time u have to good use.. make da best of it.. and see wad da best has ta offer.. nuthin is impossible if u make it happen..." wahahahaha dat's wad u get from months of "therapy".. a shared mentality... ok.. so it's not my mentality.. but hey.. it's influential shit...



to my dear teachers..

screw u Julianne(however da hell dat's spelt) Er(dat's her surname.. lol..)!! u may be some big shot english teacher but u can suck my cock if u think ur too good for st pat's.. seriously.. fuckin bitchy man kanina... cannot ask u questions izzit? how's a student supposed ta learn from his teacher is his teacher wun even tell him wadafuk he's doin wrong? i din even ask u ta spot my mistakes for me.. i'm doin dat myself.. i juz need u ta tell me which way i should be headin.. and if i depended entirely on ur help.. dat direction would be... would be.. ah fuck u lar slut!

and Mrs. Ong! Ong Lay Suan yes i'm callin ur god-forsaken name! thank god i've got maths tuition siah.. other my e maths will still be da usual F9s i've been gettin since u became my maths teacher!!! u may be pregnant.. but dat's no fuckin reason y u should be sufferin from ur leapin mood swings... y izzit i can tok ta u normally out of lessons and in class ur so bitchy? i noe y.. it's coz i sucked up ta u personally but in class u can't show favouritism yadda yadda.. oh maternal mrs ong.. attention for only one student at a time? den go be a fuckin tuition teacher lar we dun want u in out sch anyway chi baiiiiii...

Mr. Chng! i dunno ur full name but i wun care.. i admit.. ur quite a nice guy.. but ur fuckin obsession wif SAF is annoyin me.. teach in st pat's for wad.. go back and train recruits lar fucker... and for goodness sake.. when they replaced mr roshan i expected a darn good chem teacher of his standard.. but fuck.. kena who? kena u!!!!!!!!! teach like trainin dog... go start k-9 unit for army lar nao hia..

fuck my principal.. bloody botak bah-ee... u may be a family fren to the arriolas.. but Lak Pati Singh i tell u arh.. u've got some serious issues man.. ur a good principal yes.. u've done good for dis sch yes.. but ur rules.. a bit on da "SIAO KINA!! LE KI HOR LAN KAN ARH!!"-side.. but overall ur a nice guy... mad.. kena bashed by student b4(ha i revealed da secret u've been tryin to keep!) but still a nice guy.. next year teachers' day i'll come back ta st pat's and visit u.. maybe i'll give u some kiwi shoe polish ta shine ur black bald head :)



k.. now dat dat's done.. i feel so much more relieved.. i hope my teachers read wad i've got ta say bout em... maybe they'll change.. and now dat i got to blurt out wad i've been toleratin, i hope i can focus better on da subjects i hate coz of da fuckers.. i mean teachers.. yep.. and if anyone has any comments pls tag.. on da right.. yeh u see it.. leave ur name or dun even bother taggin.. thnx...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 4:23 PM