k so like.. hai.. so much shit here and there.. suddenly i'm actually pickin up my guitar more often when i'm actually supposed ta be studyin.. my room's a mess.. i dun even have a table wif enough space to put an exercise book on.. how to study?? on da bed! also known as sleepin!! hmm.. my life isnt exactly bad.. but it isnt good either.. and i'm not exactly happy, angry, upset or sad.. i'm juz.. blank.. dunno how ta explain it.. i'm juz like blanked.. really.. nuthin up there.. yep.. no emotions anymore.. feels weird.. dun even noe y...
oh man i hate dis blister.. it's like on my foot.. juz above da foot in between da ankles rite where da tongue of ur shoe goes.. got it while joggin on saturday.. i felt abrasions but i ignored it.. next thing i noe i finish 10 laps and my shoe has a blood stain on its tongue.. hai... loved dat shoe..
mum's still wif her broken leg... 3 month MC became 6 months.. dammit.. dad's back in singapore.. for now at least.. which means i'm not alone in handlin house chores..
shit i feel damn sleepy.. hardly been sleepin these last few weeks.. not coz i'm studyin.. i'm either high on coke or doin some other shit.. and i only watch tv on thursdays.. first mums(dat makes me sound so gay but it's a nice show), chase(damn solid show) and now.. JOEY! he's da less slapstick jim carry.. is dat how u spell carry? carey? carrey? ah hell..
i'm officially da maid now.. damn dis disses filipinos more.. i dun mean anythin.. doin so many chores..
ah i'm sleepy.. so sleepy.. fell asleep on these recent exam papers.. english yesterday chinese today.. chinese i was asleep 45 minutes for a 1 and a half hour paper.. great... i'm so gonna screw my languages.. 50% below standard.. for chinese dat's a grade H11...
as for "u".. "u" were da best thing dat happened to me.. "u" changed my life completely.. i was a whole different person after i met "u".. but now "u" and i can't have anythin between us.. ever... if dis is da result.. so much shit happenin.. den we can never hold anythin.. it's too.. shitty... i have a feelin i'm feelin more lost den "u" rite now.. but... ah hell..
now for da rest of u:
thnx pat for givin me a cold shoulder ur juz too kind.. (dis is a negative comment if u din notice)
thnx vanessa for keepin me from droppin dead when i try ta study.. frequent sms-er..
thnx nat for bein there for me when i felt like i had no where and no one else ta turn to.. ur a true fren.. yep..
thnx david for providin a listenin ear (makes u sound like phipps.. doh! he's a david too..)
thnx russell for stonin wif me and crackin ur mood-upliftin jokes..
thnx randall for juz laughin at everythin...
thnx chai for ur psychological obsessions wif psychology... haha.. thnx for bein a cock-talker..
thnx john(mr chang) for ur comments.. and ur seemingly guai but actually corrupt mind...
thnx phipps (a.k.a. tithead.. tits.. big-ears.. butterfly-ears.. dumbo da elephant.. jug handles..
proximity alert.. he who hears.. da listenin one.. "i-hear-you!" etc etc...) for bein so much fun..
thnx to da dog brothers (lee brothers gerald and gabriel) for bein bully toys...
thnx alfred, rancell & jon eu for burstin my guitar strings one after another.. thrice in 3 weeks..
thnx dashboard confessional, blink 182, simple plan, good charlotte, yellowcard, green day, nine days, evan and jaron, U2, 3 doors down, five for fighting, jet, ronan keating, skye sweetnum, ashlee simpson, avril lavigne, bowling for soup, busted and many more for hours and hours of keepin me company wif guitar-packed music.. i'm all of ur fans forever.. esp da first 5..
ok.. guess dat's it.. blog another time.. tag on pple.. and sms me i always have my fone except durin exams.. ciao!!
had nuthin to do @ 4:30 PM