oh bloody hell..
O's creep ever closer...
do u think i'm ready?
i don't...
but den.. wad am i doin bout it?
how much muggin have i done?
5 physics multiple choice questions.. dat's it..
"on wad?" u may ask... a pendulum.. haha..

ah heck... how can anyone study wif no motivation?
all i do all day is watch tv, go online and bob my head ta music...
so mum and older sis r over in chicago..
belle da 10 yr old brat stayin wif aunt...
dad comes home at like 10pm..
yeh and we sit down ta eat, drink and watch tv.. heh...
i love my paps..

well... i'm so not prepared for O's..
sure as hell can't study at home...
i can't even put a pencil case on my study table...
how can i put a book on dat ransack scenario aftermath look-alike?
so wad do i do? study on da bed...
fallin asleep? oh no! i mustn't! so i jump off da bed!
rite to da livin room...
turn left: computer
turn rite: tv...
which ta switch on? BOTH!
bwahahaha...
dependin on how lucky i am.. i might not be able ta get my A's for O's...

so like.. i needa find somewhere i can really study man c'mon..
anyone noe of a good place around my neighbourhood?
somewhere i can study? focus? wifout distractions?
k maybe a bit of distractions wun hurt...
but den again.. anywhere? and tp is not in my neighbourhood..
boundary stretches to serangoon gardens...
but i can't seem ta think of anywhere good where i can study...
wifout lookin like a freak loner sittin by himself...
.. wif a couple of books ta accompany him... yikes...
pple'll start wonderin where all my frens went...
den they'll start thinkin i'm diseased or sumthin..
UNCLEAN! UNCLEAN!!!!!!!!

hahaha...

can't wait for O's ta be over...
dun want O's ta arrive so soon..
contradictory? uh huh...

i seem ta be suckin in everythin i was ever good at...
my essays r suckin dirt...
my guitarin is deterioratin beyond hope..
all coz i'm too lazy ta clean da damn dust-collectors...
frickin guitar cases turned from black ta gray...

my hair is an ever-growin problem..
it's long.. yes... and some pple r tellin me ta cut it..
but i wun.. coz i'm gonna have long hair for grad nite...
but den how am i gonna take my O's like dat?
dunno.. i'll think of sumthin later...
anyway... currently it's in a not long yet not short status..
i want it ta grow... den at least it'll look like it has a shape..
haha... now it juz looks like tufts taped ta my scalp...
y did i have ta have such mixed blood..
i dunno wad race gave me dis hedge of a head...
but i dun intend ta prune it.. maybe juz shape it b4 grad nite...

ok ok dat should be all...
uh huh... yep yep...
supposed ta go try ta study today...
coz tmrw gonna be out wif father...
oh paps.. ur da best...

screwy...

ciao!

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 5:10 PM

what might be my new favourite song:

Is there a word or right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would you have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues, day to day with my collar up.

Decision sits so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the day that I learned
Of the web you spun...
You had your hold to bleeding

Hey! Hey!

If it was up to me...
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting...
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Listen well
Will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well
Will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

Hey! Hey!

If it was up to me...
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Would we have lived as a child would care?
With this vile to drink I dare
Only to cry all alone with your taste on tongue (where have you been?)
Oh where have you been if it hurts to be forgiving?

(Bye!)

Should we try this again with hope? (Bye Bye!)
Or is it lost, give up the ghost
And should I die all alone as I knew I would...
Then burn in hell young sinner

Hey! Hey!

If it was up to me...
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting...
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Listen well... will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

Hey! Hey!

If it was up to me... (You had your hold)
I would've figured you out (where have you been?)
Way before the year clocked out (where have you been?)
Oh, I hope you're waiting... (Oh where have you been when the year clocked out?)

Hey! Hey!

If it was up to me... (You burn... You go...)
I would've never walked out (where have you been?)
So until the sun burns out (where have you been?)
Oh, I hope you're waiting... (Oh where have you been if it hurts to be forgiving?)

Listen well... will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well... will you marry me?
(...Not now, Boy)
And are you well in the Suffering?
(You've been...) the most gracious of hosts
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

- The Suffering by Coheed and Cambria

(er.. dis lyrics is probably wrong coz i kinda figured it out through listenin..)

good song.. get coheed and cambria's new album.. out in stores now!!!
(Good Apollo I'm Burning Star IV: Volume One - From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness)

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 10:00 PM

k maybe i'll blog a lil... bout time i updated properly..
well... O's r gettin nearer and nearer and looks like i'm gettin further and further from da grade i want... it seems my life (maybe life in general) is full of unattainable wants.. like.. nuthin turns out da way u expect it to... nuthin lasts.. wants.. needs.. is there really a difference? no.. wants eventually become necessary for dat person's welfare.. or at least for me... by losin wad i tried ta gain, i lost wad i should have kept... long story.. but den again... one can't lose wad one never had in da first place.. rite?? ah wadaheck...

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
- What It Is To Burn by Finch

really great song... yep... may be a lil old.. but damn it's an eye-opener..

kk.. blog again some other time.. doubt it'll be soon.. unless boredom gets da better of me and i post more song lyrics...

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 12:16 AM

no mood ta blog... everythin's so unreal..
ah hell.. here's a song for da mood:



I confess, I'm just messed up
Dropping "I'm sorry's" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
Said "hey kid you'll never live this down"

And you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with
And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause
A long shot, don't even take this bet

You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right

I'm just always on
You said you'd keep me honest
(You're always on)
But I won't call you on it

- A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me' by Fall Out Boy

Curly
had nuthin to do @ 11:58 PM